Rollin' through the motions everyday

drumbattles @ 2009-12-24T17:45:00

2009-12-24T09:45:29Z

Merry X'mas one and all
as 2009 draws to an end, I hope everyone be happy always.

Take care, will update again soon.

Peace out

drumbattles @ 2009-11-18T12:33:00

2009-11-18T04:33:49Z

Gave school a miss.
And it had to be 3 hrs of access today ):
Next week is my access ica. Great timing. (Y)

Gastric flu, fever, vomitting, and super duper painful cramps on and off.
Each time I wake up I feel my stomach crushing every vessel of my body,
like I'm going to faint any minute.
But all I could think of was my school work untouched.

I've got 2 days mc,
but i'll be going school tmr, cos tmr is a long day,
I cannot afford to miss anything.
And I have to start collecting reports for mktg since I am the module rep.
Ugh, such responsibilities I wish I could drop.

Ok, better hurry with my own report.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

For me it happens all the time.

drumbattles @ 2009-11-16T19:46:00

2009-11-16T11:46:19Z

Goodbye cardigan, wherever you are, I hope the person who claimed you rot in hell.
HAHAHAHA, KIDDING.

Neeways, I can't wait for mktg report submission deadline.
Then at least its one down.

Better get busy w stats and finish up before xmas arrives.
Co-operation is key.
H8 being the leader. But urgh okay whatever.

drumbattles @ 2009-11-12T20:45:00

2009-11-12T13:54:02Z

Wasted my 5 hours break today stoning, and doing everything else except mktg report.
Quite frustrating how I cannot discipline myself.
But it was rather hilarious how nissa and i finally settled down at a spot in the library.
At first, north wing discussion room didnt have any available plugs, so we decided to go up to level 5,
and then....when we found a cozy spot. But, the powerpoint was faulty. Urgh.
So we had to move. But we were looking for a spot that is safe to check out blogz.
Finally we found another, but she ended up watching GG and I was stoning. As usual.

Mktg lecture was heeeeelarious again.
Esp when the lecturer mispronounces certain words, esp those with "r" and "l"
its just funny the way it came out, doesn't sound right.
And then beckie JUST HAD TO BRING UP THE COKE STORY.
Released the laughing gas yet again.
If everyday is as funny, I think I'd be able to form abs. (Yeah,right.)

Look at them:
One, blasting music on my ipod, and another, watching movie on ipod.
(Y)

Tmr is friday, in other words, the weekends are here!
I really have to clear my mktg report by then. If not i'm srsly screwed.

Can eat cake tmr cos class gna celebrate Sept-Nov babies' bdays!
Wheeeee^^

Btw, they opened up the gates in Macs.
Idk why, but i'm just really happy about it.
It doesn't look so CAGED UP anymore, and easier for me to get into it, don't have to make one big round (y)
Hope they do so for North canteen too!

I saw my ex-cutie today.
Tis the season to be jolly. fwalalalalalalala
K mad. Bye.

drumbattles @ 2009-11-11T21:18:00

2009-11-11T13:38:43Z

I haven't been updating,
or at least I tried, but it just never gets posted in the end for some reason or another.
But okay, I'd definitely post this one up cos its been too long.
These few days have been crazy, whacky, smashing, shocking, busy.
That's how I would sum it all up if you asked me to cut my long story short.

But since, I'm taking precious time away from doing my mktg, I might as well maximise it by saying whatever that comes to my mind.
Yesterday I finally found the name to my ex-cutie. Which for idk what reason, I don't really fancy anymore.
But then again, a cute face, will always be pleasant to look at.
It was like a roller coaster ride I was on with nissa. Cos she found her cutie's name too.
Not only that, we found out a whole load more, and even more coincidences.
Laptops+Google+Hot Mocha&Hot Vanilla= LAUGHED LIKE MAD IN THE LIB CAFE.

School's the same, busy, crazy, boring.
A couple of my classmates went to feedback (in other words, complaint) about the macro lecturer.
I was amazed. Because they went right to the course coordinator. They really know who to FEEDBACK to.
Let's see, if there is any improvements.

I'm doing my mktg ica report, but I'm not sure if I'm doing it correctly.
And so I'm extremely stressed up, so much so I can't even think properly.
I don't even want to continue with it. I've asked around, but idk why I just doubt my work a lot nowadays.
This sem, everything just doesn't seem to make any sense. Esp not macro.
I still can cope with POA...I SRSLY HOPE SO.
Mktg, its like...i think I get it, but then again, I dont want to be so sure.
Access is bullshit.
Stats is aiyah-okay-la.
Can you sense any motivation in me at all?
Obviously not. Ya thx coz that's half the battle lost.

Fuck.it.

Moody as hell.
Bye

drumbattles @ 2009-10-25T11:05:00

2009-10-25T03:15:03Z

I'm so bored.
I slept at 4, I woke up at 8.
And I can't get back to sleep.

I don't know what to think.

Age Old Double U (if you don't get it, it spells HOW)

OK, I'm gna prepare to go out.
Bye.

SCHOOL TMR, OMG
LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY

drumbattles @ 2009-10-24T12:55:00

2009-10-24T05:36:22Z

First week of school down....about 15 more weeks to go.
Everyday (well, almost) I have tutors telling us, about "the future".
About how hard it is to get into a local university (as if I don't already know.)
And how important CCA is, and all the bullcrap.
But here's the truth, I cannot juggle between the two. I knw fo sure that I would neglect my studies.
So, in the end, even if I do join a cca, tell me what's the good if I do even worse than what I've achieved. (not like what i've achieved is anything great)

Anyway sometimes, I worry too much and think too far.
You can't help but worry if you were in my class, when everyone is doing wayyyyyy better than you are.
The pressure is always there even when no one is competing with each other.

And, I think I've decided to take HRM next year.
GBMS, plz help me get into that.
I'm going to die if I don't do well this sem.

Anyway my shoulders are breaking.
It is aching like hell.

Sigh, I've got lots of work to clear.
I don't even have the time to think about anything right now.

Okay, that's all.bye.

First day of school

2009-10-19T16:04:45Z

Today was the first day of school!
It was great seeing my classmates again.
But at the end of the day I was really tired. I'm not used to sitting still for hours.
Needless to say, sitting still and trying to understand stats and trying to recall accounts (which I suck at).

I just realised how much I need to do to start keeping up with the momentum of school.
And how much I'm lagging behind in class.

Well at least, I'm happy with my accounts group!
Hahaha, hopefully the projects will go smoothly when the time comes!
-Crosses fingers

Lecture group is hugeass,
don't like it. :(
I hope I can still concentrate.

okay, imma go.
Peaze outz

drumbattles @ 2009-10-14T01:51:00

2009-10-13T17:53:03Z

Hungry and bored, are you?
Thinking of random thoughts.
Wondering silly things.

If it is raining right now, it would be perfect.

drumbattles @ 2009-10-08T13:55:00

2009-10-08T05:56:54Z

I feel like vomitting, but nothing is coming out.
Ugh, my stomach feels queasy. Horrible feeling.
I WANT TO PUKE REALLY BADLY. and no, I am not bulimic.

URGH

drumbattles @ 2009-10-07T13:05:00

2009-10-07T05:43:35Z

I h8 menses.
My uterus feels exhausted.

Oovoo-ing w manda now ^^
Can't wait to see her on friday, dk why, HAHAHA meez her much

Taking it like a man

2009-09-20T04:47:11Z

Holding anger is a poison.
It eats you from inside.
We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us.
But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.
-Five people you meet in heaven

I'm giving it all I've got
Draining every energy I have left to make things right
But nothing's working.

drumbattles @ 2009-09-16T23:56:00

2009-09-16T16:26:21Z

I'm so bored now.
I don't feel like sleeping,
but if I don't, I know I wouldn't be able to wake up tmr!
Not literally. But I wouldn't be able to wake up ON TIME..

Btw, I need a job.
Hahaha. OK IM DAMN IRONIC.
I say I want a job, but when people ask me if I wanna work, I stupidly reject cos I wanna have fun instead.
So I guess the opportunity cost of me not getting a job would be that I cannot buy whatever I want ):
Wow, how applicable to use economic terms in such a situation.

Ok..lost my train of thoughts.
So, peaze out.

drumbattles @ 2009-09-09T14:27:00

2009-09-09T06:33:59Z

My ear isn't healing. FML.
Staying home today coz I obviously am short of cash.

I love you, Beth Cooper isn't a good show.
Plz JUST WATCH IT ONLINE INSTEAD. Not worth the money.

Maybe packing bread and bringing water bottle out should do the trick,
since I am always spending my money on food only.

Back to my drama.
Peaze.

I Heart Eden

2009-09-05T16:30:32Z

Today was awesomeeeee ^^
Had Steamboat with Eden
SHABU SHABU, BEEF BALLS, FISHBALLS, CHEESE TOUFU, FISHCAKE-TOUFU(its called that right?!), BOKCHOY (hahaha), CHIPS, BUTTERFLY COOKIES, CAKE, UDON.
We ate till we couldn't move.
I COULDN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT. (Omg)
Plus wins told us GHOST STORIES. OMG MAN!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SCARY!
THE STORY STILL LIKE ETCHED IN MY MIND.

OKOKOK DROP IT

Then, we packed up, wash up, and headed back to the amp room to slack!

Played games, HAD WHOOOHOOO FUN FUN FUN FUN

Then you would think that since we had such an indigestable lunch, we would have skipped dinner right?
BUT EDEN being EDEN, we had CRAVINGS again!
So, after contemplating, we decided to head to NTUC to buy some stuffs back to CSC to cook.

So...our dinner was WAFFLES W ICE CREAM and/or MAPLE SYRUP, CREAM CHEESE W CRACKERS
WE HAD SO MUCH OF IT. I think all of us scared of waffles!
HAHAHAHA!

Anyway, today I had A LOT OF FUN IN A LONG TIME (considering there was school and exams and stuffs)
I am looking forward to the picnic sooon!!
:D

Hehe, i very happy yknw!
Today is something cutie cannot give.
HAHAHAHA WOAH LOOK WHO'S TALKING.

Peaze out GUYZ AND GALZ

drumbattles @ 2009-08-27T22:35:00

2009-08-27T14:39:12Z

Accounts was a major screw up.

But, whatever at least there's something to be happy about,
the holidaysssssssss (:

On this day of your life, Charlene, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.

Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today.

WOW.HOW.TRUE.

Anyway, went to Mt Alvernia w derek to visit mandaaaaaaa
Poor girl, hope she'll get well soon!! ^^

Omg can't wait for shar's exams to end,
mannnnnnn, its okay! very fast very fast!!

Okay, dk what to write.
So,
Peaze out.

I'll be there soon;

2009-08-20T09:21:51Z

Extrinsic, Intrinsic,
I am going eccentric.

On this day of your life, Charlene, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are perfect as you are.

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

EXPLOSION

2009-08-19T14:59:35Z

Need to focus.
Need to fucking focus.

OMG
I CAN'T DO IT
NO I CAN'T

My insides are about to burst.
EXPLODE.KABOOOOM.
Need to digress.
OH MY GOSH

Dk what's wrong with me.
Srsly, there's SOMETHING WRONG.
SOMETHING VERY WRONG WITH ME, BUT IDK WHAT.
IDK. IDK. IDK.

Is it the stress? Probably
Is it my period? Maybe
Or is it....Ok, I HAVE NO CLUE.

I just want for exams to be quickly over, real bad.
Right now, I feel like throwing my laptop to the other side of the room,
because I've absolutely ZERO SELF DISCIPLINE.
Feel fucking annoyed. Ugh ok.
Hormones imbalance.

Reality Check:

2009-08-19T03:08:22Z

Sometimes I wonder what study break is for.
When they give me a break, naturally I feel I have more time to study.
So my nature for procrastinating sets in, and takes over.

While I'm sitting here, facing my laptop,
I think of so many things, all except my exams. (How come it sounds like I'm writing a story)

I'm only at lecture3 of Mgmt, and I have uptill lecture 14 to study for,
if that isn't bad enough, I havent started on econs (yes, the one that needs SAVING GRACE) and accounts.
It's like whenever I want to sit down and study, I will be distracted by something.
Either by food, or by my laptop.

In case I forget, the other night, I had the weirdest and one of the funniest dreams ever.
Its about 2 people from amplify (whom btw, I've never spoken to before, only seen em around),
anyway, they were in NYP supposedly coming to meet Shar and I.
Guess what! They were in their POLICE UNIFORMS (ohh the joy of hkdramas).
Ok I just find it extremely strange, and funny.
Like I would never think of them being a cop in real life. Ok you get my point, JUST REALLY FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY.

But nothing can top last night's conversation w shar
Omg, shar and her accounting formulas
Awesome job, shar. keep it up.
Making learning more interactive, I LIKE.

FUNNY.FUNNY.FUNNY.FUNNY.

I guess I better get my ass back to studying for Mgmt, before I fail!
Bring in all the As. Wheee.

Sickening

2009-08-16T17:33:04Z

The more I study, the more I eat.
The more I eat, the sleepier I become.
The sleepier I become, the more unproductive studying becomes.
The more unproductive studying becomes, the more worried I become.
The more worried I become, the more I try to study.

And so the cycle goes.

I didn't think of praying.
Maybe I should.
Praying + Studying = 4.0 GPA.
(Ok, abit far-fetched, haha!)

Ok, typical singaporean instincts acting up,
kiasu, muz be no. 1. 8)
So, I'm gg back to management. (Haven't started on the rest! GBMS)

Better start exercising before I become real round and heavy enough to kill someone when I sit on em.
Don't wish to be a deadly sit-er.
Shall run tmr since its study break.
Can go run to "take a break", though I'm always taking breaks! Hahaha!

Flyday I will be done with management.
Yesssssssssss then it'll be memorising module out of the way!
Happieee like mad ^^

Ok, wish me luck for my papersssss (esp econs) plz plz plz
60%, no joke man, make it or break it.

Ok, shutup!
Peaze out

Hellogoodbye

2009-08-01T14:10:39Z

My blueblack turned grey.
Omgz.

Had welcome tea today
Whooooopeedoo.(:
Beats staying home to do the speech!

Got 2 presentations next week, sian!
Persuasive speech :O

Okkkk, gna have to multi-task, cos I have to send SR my part by 1159pm (haha)
But my show ends at 12!

Peaze

drumbattles @ 2009-07-22T17:58:00

2009-07-22T10:13:17Z

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, DEREK FOO!!
STUDY HARD AND DON'T DROP OUT OF JC!!!!!!!
POLY SUCKS JUST AS BAD!!!!
LUV YOU &&&&&& SEE YOU SOON :D
i know you love pink.not.
Hahaha k bye!

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is

2009-07-20T13:44:46Z

My exams are not going to drag on for 3 weeks
Can't believe I'm going to sports hall & NYP LOUNGE (we had one?!) to take my papers.
Seat 78,84 & 82, plz bring me good luck. HAHAHAHA.

Going to eat iscream tmr, or should I eat prata sausage again? Maybe cup corn?
I like it when they sell things at the atrium...^^
Makes school SEEM more lively and interesting.
Omg, POM report due tmr. Wtheck sian.

): Have to go read up on my accounts now

I like to eat otah

2009-07-19T12:38:42Z

I miss excursions and fieldtrips...
How come we don't get that anymore ):
Not fair...

I closed my door and windows...just so those stupid insects (that love the LIGHT so much) wouldnt enter my room.
Now, im suffocating.

Who understands accounting for receivables and accounting for notes receivables?
Teach me can? Plz, my exam on wednesday and I have no clue about it. ):
You teach me, i treat you to teh si peng? (:

Mannnnnn, I have to go for Semestral Feedback Exercise tmrrrrrrrrrr
-.-

Peaze out

Skool Sux

2009-07-18T13:35:12Z

The hardwork (ok, damn hard for me) I put in, staying until 3am went DOWN THE DRAIN
DOWN THE FRIGGIN HUGE BLACK HOLE
My whole "Sharepoint Designer" file is GONE. GONE.WITH.THE.WIND.
Inside it contains not only my SHITASS WORK WHICH I STAYED UP FOR, TRYING SO HARD TO FIGURE HOW THE SHIT PROGRAMME WORKS, BUT ALSO MY WORK I DID IN SCHOOL. EVERYTHING. GONE. WITH JUST ONE CLICK. (Dont even ask me what I did, I HAVE NO CLUE.)
CAN YOU FEEL MY PAIN?
Don't answer that.

I WANT TO DIE. HAVENT STUDIED FOR ACCOUNTS.
HAVEN'T DONE MY TUTORIALS.

But at least my day wasn't THAT bad, considering I had a good laugh during eden's meeting.
Now when I look at my thumbdrive, I just want to cry.
I'll redo it, ANOTHER DAY. My heart cannot take it.

And I changed my lj skin, it looks happier and cuter.
I can't always appear to be so solemn and emo, can I?